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Wednesday, April 11, 2012

..no one can ever take a place of someone else's life~

Do you listen to others? i mean listen carefully and spend a few minutes to listen to their story? at least couple of minutes...what would you get in that couple of minutes? what is it for? to just listen? to spread out their story? or to laugh at it? do whatever you want but be prepared with the consequences..why would you wanna do that? to listen and to spend your time with that people?..Heyy wake up people..its a signs that they trust you and have faith in you.. & for this people that have no other option but to have to do that, i mean when you have to rely on others by at least talking to them & you think if that will make the pain go away please bear in mind that you have to have the amount of trust to those people that you are telling your story to them.Will you ever put your life and dignity in someone else's hand?  Now why is that only this kind of emotion are usually being shared with others? why not sharing the joyfulness, goodness and successful?? Well i don't say that most of us doing that..somehow there are people whose able to share good things but hiding the opposite..BUT still there are people whose doing the vice versa....
A question arising in my mind of why would we want to do that? is it beneficial to us? or is it fun to know their story and sharing their emotions?or perhaps these people could be thinking that you could take their place in that condition & then what will going to be? you make the pain and sorrow gone just like that? hurrmmm...this is what i have been thinking of ..TO TAKE SOMEONE ELSE'S  PLACE & TO FEEL THEIR SORROW AND HARDNESSHIP?...that's it  & some people claim that they can do that..most people whom i know would say that..yeahh..when we feel sorry and sympathy upon someone else's life after hearing and listening to their story we think that we could  do something..or at least can help to ease the pain even if it's just a little things..but hey that little thing might be working as well..
I've been in that situation many times before..being in the position of listener..always & now i get used to it. In fact until today that im writing this blog..it could be because im a good listener. That's what they've been telling me all this while..it depends on who's been talking to me..who knows me better and the most important is WHO REALLY TRUST ME!..but whatever the experiences,emotions or life that they had been through and when they tell us all about it,we can never be in their shoes..we can never take their place or feel exactly the same like what they have been through..NEVER!!! we may share the same experience, share the same vision, share the same dreams or even have the same life's purpose but we are definitely not the two same person sharing those things together..there can never be two same person in this world that are sharing exactly the same story UNLESS two person that intertwine in life because of marriage (of course there must be a man and a woman...) then these kind of person are sharing a life according to the marriage vow..
A very close friend could share our happiness and sadness or anything that friends are usually share. But in the end they must carry on with their own life no matter how strong is the bound  & promise that has been made. So it takes a lot of courages and even the whole world to be able to replace and taking a place of someone else's life, to be able to feel how they breathe from their own chest , to see from their eyes, to think like what they have in mind and the hardest part is always to feel like what their heart is feeling...because heart is the most special yet a delicate & soft organ BUT the strongest part in us that keeps us going on with this life..They say when your mind says you can not but your heart will always say that you can...so believe in it..listen to your heart and always remember that the heart is always belong to Allah S.W.T as HE is the one who creates it and HE grands us with one of the most miracle creation that ever been created among all other things, Alhamdulillah..so whenever you think that no one can ever feel what you are feeling , no one can understand you like you understand yourself or no one can take your place to wipe away your tears..always remember that HE is the one who is truly understand you..always will be. HE owns us all and HE knows the reason behind all that we feel...have faith in Allah S.W.T~ InsyaAllah...& as the saying goes; there's always a silver line in every dark cloud!

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Seize the day, live life to the fullest because life has so many to offer than we thought...


A few years ago my cousin suggested me a Japanese drama which she claimed it could make me cry..well i told her that i wouldnt waste my tears for the stupid drama. But she insisted for me to watch it anyway...& with that came a bet that i would definitely cry when i watch it..and so i gave it a try.Ok, there went the first episode...i was calmly watching in the room ALONE!! hahah..ok it went to the next episode then i realized that i couldnt stand it anymore...i wasnt sure of which episode i started to feel deeply thorn-ed and sad..well actually the drama is made base on a true story..so what did i thought?? its a true story...made real into a drama for watching pleasure..so i gave up & surrender to my own feeling..yeahhh im a man which people always say man dont cry!! bullshit!! i did it..i broke down and cried...in fact while watching the drama..only a very mean and cold hearted people wont admit it..
Through the drama it teaches us the journey of a life of a young girl who suffered from a disease that is very rare in the world..i guess she was the chosen one..according to the drama also it shows the courages, affections, loves and a spirits of a young and sweet girl that are being portrayed in that journey & she accepted it with warm and sincere heart because she knew that God loves her and positively and optimistically she enjoyed her life for every day and appreciated people around her with kindness and loves though she knew that she wouldn't be able to live any longer like any other normal kids do...hhuhuhu i think i want to cry right now..huhuu..hihihi..ok ok bha.. let's being sentimental again..So,what happened to the girl is an ultimately beautiful example of a brave spirit that should be exist in every soul of us..may her soul rest in peace :')...and the life lesson?....SEIZE THE DAY, LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST BECAUSE LIFE HAS SO MANY TO OFFER...& with that i wanna confess while we still have time no matter who you are,where you come from and what is your history...i want you to know that I LOVE YOU!...yeah YOU WHO'RE READING THIS RIGHT NOW...While we still breathing and have some more time..why not??? let's love every soul and be kind to every one...InsyaAllah~ Alhamdulillah....


.........................In Memory of Aya Kitō~may her soul rest in peace.........................


9TH MARCH

Nagareru kisetsu no mannaka de
Futo hi no nagasa wo kanjimasu
Sewashiku sugiru hibi no naka ni
Watashi to anata de yume wo egaku

Sangatsu no kaze ni omoi wo nosete
Sakura no tsubomi wa haru e to tsuzukimasu

Afure dasu hikari no tsubu ga
Sukoshi zutsu asa wo atatamemasu
Ookina akubi wo shita ato ni
Sukoshi tereteru anata no yoko de

Arata na sekai no iriguchi ni tachi
Kizuita koto wa hitori ja nai tte koto

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai

Sunabokori hakobu tsumujikaze
Sentakumono ni karamarimasu ga
Hirumae no sora no shiroi tsuki wa
Nan da ka kirei de mitoremashita

Umaku wa ikanu koto mo aru keredo
Ten wo aogeba sore sae chiisakute

Aoi sora wa rin to sunde
Hitsujigumo wa shizuka ni yureru
Hana saku wo matsu yorokobi wo
Wakachiaeru no de areba sore wa shiawase

Kono saki mo tonari de sotto hohoende

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai

TRANSLATION.....

In the middle of this drifting season
I suddenly feel the length of the days
In the midst of these quickly-passing days
You and I dream away

With my feelings on the March wind
The cherry blossom buds continue on into spring

The overflowing drops of light
One by one warm the morning
Beside you, I'm a little embarrassed
After a huge yawn

I'm standing at the door to a new world
What I've realized is that I'm not alone

If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I'm the same for you

The dusty whirlwind
Tangled up the laundry, but
The white moon in the morning sky
Was so beautiful, I couldn't look away

There are things that don't go the way I planned
But if I look up to the sky, even they seem small

The blue sky is cold and clear
The fluffy clouds float by quietly
If I can share with you the joy
Of waiting for the flowers to bloom, I'll be happy

From now on,
I want you to be quietly smiling beside me
If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I'm the same for you