...The reason & the promise...

..phewwww..after so long i have not writing anything on this blog just because i lost my faith and spirit..& then lately someone inspiring me to start again..Alhamdulillah..errr actually i did writing & it has been published in a website of www.iluvislam.com..ohhh yeahhh..Alhamdulillah..but as this blog is also my diary, so i gain my strength back, gathering my faith and calling back my spirit..its all started because of the story of a boy whom i know from an exhibition~..there was one about education fair! & who expect that he came at last, i was already thought that he would never come as i assumed that he was the same like others..& then 1 fine day when he came and mentioned to see me, that was the day.He asked to see me with mentioning the staff my name in a weird way; my shortform ~MHK! okay i said no one did that before..that was weird i guess..so i succeed to get him in the college..& i didnt take any attention as i assumed that he was the same like the rest until one day he added me in FB..okay, lets give it a try i said to myself..oh ya..before i forget, previously i was so down that i didnt know what to do next in my life. I planned to quit, to just let myself drifted away until that several occurances that made me try harder to stay longer...then only this boy come walk in to my life..after knowing a little about his life i started to feel guilty as i was the one who recruited him...then one night i started to chat on FB whereby most of my friend know that I DONT DO CHAT! hahah.. i just dont know..it was like an unknown forces came to me and made me do the things that i always refuse to do..subhanallah...iaksed him of why he didnt join us to the picnic as i was invited by some students..& he ought to be there also..then the story goes...knowing the story of his life made me respecting him even more, inspiring him and taking him as a life lesson..he even made my tears dropped! no doubt that he is one of the answer of my prayer to Allah ..there was once i asked Allah to give me signs if i need to stay longer at 'that' place or should i walkaway...& im still thinking that this boy could be one of the answer among other signs...he came & needed help even if he never told me so..it comes honestly and truthfully from my heart..night by night we get to know each other and found out a lot of common in our interest..although im still waiting for my dreams BUT this REASON that came to me wont be neglected anymore..the world will no more a cruel & lonely place for him & the rest..& i give him the promise to keep..it will be our bounding..i promise to myself to work for better and be the best for myself and guide him to achieve his dreams..even if one day i wont be there beside him & the rest anymore...insyaAllah...Alhamdulillah...may Allah grand me with rewards of jannah..Ameen....

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