...the truth behind the smile...

...its already the 18th day of Ramadhan..& im still as usual extremely tired after came back from work..we were having a program which was the break fasting with the staff and students..it was fun & i had my chances to meet more colleagues & students..& as usual not all of them participated when i think they should do that as they are the 'educator' but what I've seen they even being selfish and arrogant ..i couldn't understand ..why is that so proud being tutor while the attitude is so sucks like shit! with the ignorance, don't even want to say hi & what worst some even called me with the 'ehh!' calling??? i mean what the hell??? they came to my desk, asked for thing to borrow but didnt even want to know my name??? whay is it so hard to ask for it? i know im new but it has already been almost 3 months & i know more people whom i see very nice and down to earth..& these people even have higher education background..they thought they are right but they are totally stupid and sucks!
ok enough with the bad topics, back in my office surrounding with my friends made me realize something pure and honest....
i notice that some of my colleagues are trying to hide the emotion and their problem..i know some of the stories and they even share it with me...but what made me surprise and even inspired by them ..all those problems doesn't affect their relationship with me and the rest..i know they might not deliver their task to the best effort but what i could see they still trying and even help others in doing their own..knowing all the truth behind their smile and laugh , behind all the jokes and fun that they used to cover their sorrows and sadness made me so emotional..what can i do when the truth that i know what is going on yet they keep smiling and laughing with me..???as if they have no problem...a little joke that i make keeps they laughing and smiling the whole day and when its time to go home each of us will bring the laugh and smile as a memory and make it as a medicine in our hard life...the truth is , no one knows the truth behind the smile..the hard truth...that tear our heart...and we will keep smiling and amusing people around with our joke and fun story....and for the bitter part? lets keep it inside..because we know HE always know and guide us through these hard life...

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