...the chasing past..
...i never expect that the past would chase me up to my current state now...really shocked tonight! who would've expect the determination would bring them to me...i dont know what to react...it's really awkward...im now confuse myself out...what do i feel now? only God knows...neither like nor dislike ,i cant say it accurately what am i feeling now..when i was ready for a new beginning and then the past interfered ,what would you do? those past were not that bad instead they were my teachers and guidance in going through the future ahead...but there must be a little disappointment in every experiences...otherwise there wouldn't be a phrase ' bittersweet memories' ...ironically they mention 'bitter' at the front of the word...~& im getting sleepy to continue this blog ..z..z.zzz z ZZZ.. *