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Tuesday, April 5, 2011

...PTD??PAC?akhirnya sya berpengalaman menempuhnya...

Assalammualaikum...
Entry kali ni mau ckp pasal PTD...huh? apa itu? Pegawai Tadbir & Diplomatik..ya hampir semua yg sya kenal mesti tau & sebolehnya memohon masuk jawatan kerajaan ni...masih teringat sewaktu sya ambik test PTD ni..waktu sya di panggil menduduki test PTD untuk kali ke 3 dah! err..act, 1st time try waktu lepas grade..haha agak lucu waktu mau ambik test sya n colleague trpaksa tipu bos sebab dua2 kami dpt n kami dua lah juga pekerja di offis kecik tu hahahah..so mau di jadikan cerita..i went to the test..but as expected i didnt pass the test! ya lah..dah lah takda preparation..then time ambik test tu sya kebasahan dek kerna hujan lebat dan sya terpaksa jalan kaki ke tempat exam coz kereta parking jauh..so after a few months i checked & dah duga failed..tp takpa i tried apply lg..n kali kedua di panggil i was in Kuching, sedangkan pusat exam di KK..& time tu sya dah kerja dengan Shipping Company di Kuching..dahlah tempat tinggal di hotel selama almost 4 months di tanggung..so what did i expect? company mau tanggung flight untuk ambik PTD test di KK?hahaha..tak kan lah plak kan..so for the second time i had to let it go..but i didnt give up coz i knew saya akan apply lagi and akan di panggil..so for the 3rd time i took the exam....jeng jeng jeng..hahaha...
This time saya dapat panggilan exam lg..it was held di Federal building sebelah UMS tu...honestly time ambik 3rd time exam tu..sya btul2 dalam keadaan depressed..economy family tak menentu,sya pun takda kerja lg..kalau masalah dalam rumah ni jangan cakaplah..ada kalanya saya "tertitis air mata jantan" bila ingat betapa susahnya masa tu..tp sya gagahkan diri sya study siang malam just for PTD test!!!!! tiba hari test i went to the place and Alhamdulillah i did well..kiranya for 2nd time exam PTD kind a like i was ready..so sya agak lancar menjawab..so pulang dengan harapan.....i still remember my mum who always support me sent me sms to wish me good luck..it was one thing tht kept me brave doing the exam...
after a few months tibalah hari men'check' result test..i woke up in the morning & guess what first thing i did i turned on the laptop and surfed the website..i was shavering while checking the result &..............Alhamdulillah...i passed the test!! ya Allah tak tau macammana mau cakap my feeling masa tu..i trus sujud syukur..maybe to some people it was just a simple thing and i was exaggerated..well syukur sangat2 xpalah kan..i was smiling the whole day...then i called SPA for many times coz they didnt mention when do we need to attend the PAC..oh ya..this time PTD test ada kelainan..those who passed terus ke PAC..selalu saya dengar interview dulu..so i waited ....and agak lama jugak sya menanti..but takda maklumat..sampailah satu hari di bulan February saya dapat surat keramat haha..surat yang istimewa iaitu jemputan hormat ke PAC!!! whoaaaaaaa...i was happy in the same time nervous..coz i heard many things bout PAC~
kata mereka, PAC brutal, kejam, strict and apa2 lg lah...saya cuba tidak menginject kepala saya dengan psycho orang2 di sekeliling sya bahkan sumber dri website juga sya x ambil pusing sangat...so i went prepared for baju2 yang di kehendaki ikut dresscode..documents yang patut di bawa...and yg paling unbelievable i jogged~!!! hahahah..many know that I HATE ANYTHING BOUT SPORT! but untuk masuk PTD PAC i kena fit!   so i had no choice...in March i started my jogs! ( mcm lagu plak ;i started a jog..hahahha)  saya memilih Alammesra yg ada bulatan terbesar di KK konon..so sya pun dngan berbekalkan MP3 d telinga berjogging lah..and x sangka i could do it..until end of March i stopped my jogs..and started prepare my stuff a day before the PAC~
The day came where i need to go to INTAN (Institut Tadbir Negara) for some people it might be an ordinary place..but for me it was one of my dream to be there..stepped out from the car and bravely walked into the crowd of people whom i believed the candidates..i was nervous, shy and confuse a bit.. i thought it would be many cancidates like 50 to 100..but they were only about 30 above people there..ok, i greeted them and try to behave like a professional..i sat at the end of the line when i young polite and fairest of us all came and sat next to me..he introduced himself as W.M Shafwan..ok he's younger and have experience before as it was his second time he participated the PAC..we became friend in no time ..and i can say we were both very closed....then we went for a registration and they gave us our room..the room was very nice..just like staying in a 4 stars hotel! heheheh...thanks governments.and W.M Shafwan was my roommate..so we were like best friend as unexpectedly they put us in the same room. after that the whole activities started ..where at first we were divided into 4 groups..i was given the group no.4...oh yeahh before that we were also being  given no. for us to wear within the time of the program ..and my no. was 4..hahahah I AM NO.4! they have to addresses us by number..not by name..so i remembered the first activities was menginterpretasikan gambar dalam bahasa Melayu..macam minta pendapat kita lah..then 2nd room was held in English with the same objective. then lepas Zohor and makan datang balik ke bilik sindiket..this time sort of I.Q test..d mana kami di beri puzzle..dua kali dngan masing2 bahasa Melayu dan English...habis tu sampailah waktu petang waktu yg di tunggu2..huhuhuhuhu x suka x suka..hahahah FITNESS TEST! sya n Wan tukar baju riadah..then pegi ke hall..kami di beri kan kreativiti mencipta gerakan senamrobik ..and mengikut feedback yang sya dengar we were the best group for this..alhamdulillah..lepas tu yang bikin takut..kami kena jogging/lari dalam masa 14 minit sepanjang 2.4 KM~~~~~~  :(   i did tp exceeded 3 minutes..really hope they wont cut off my marks...then malamnya, lepas urus diri we were given another different groups ..kali ini hanya dua kumpulan besar..kami di beri topic secara undian dan melalui topik tersebut kami kena buat satu slide sahaja untuk di present dalam bahasa Inggeris~
alhamdulillah tajuk /topic saya tak juga susah..pasal 'poverty eradicatin" alhamdulillah sebelum sya dtnhg INTAN sya dah memng bnyak kaji pasal GTP (Govt. Transformation Programme) and slah stu item nya memng membasmi kemiskinan..so i prepared it that evening and helped others on theirs as i completed it in a shorter time...then we went back to our room..me n Wan didnt directly sleep..he needed to prepare his presentation where he got the topic of 'national car' errmmm..lucky him i guess..then we were chatting until 1 a.m i guess..we get to know each other..that time i wished that the night could be longer as so many things we wanna share and laugh at..hahah
so the next morning we gathered at the different hall for each groups..i was shocked when the facilitator called myn no for the first presenter...whoaaaaaa give me some break..but i thought to myself..break a leg! hahah so i presented with confident and answered the question...huhhuhu...after the presentation session ended we went back to 4 groups but this time it was a new group! for the last activities we were given several objects and within the time given each of us need to create our invention using those objects..those objects were ;1 box, 4 plastic bottles and a1 mahjong paper...everyone have their own idea and sketch and mine was more to a prototype...and then finally the facilitator instructed us to cooperate in a team and create an invention without referred to our own individually creation/sketch.. alhamdulillah.we did it and as for me the thing that we've created is interesting and superb! hahahhahahah....
well, that was the last and we started to say goodbye each other for the last time...i went back to my room with a little sad feeling as i didnt really feel satisfy..i want more of it and really pleased and glad meeting so many nice people and so many talented friend! Wan, my roommate is one of them..so we exchanged contact. no..and started packing, check out and drive off the place! bak kata pepatah, datang dengan harapan pulang dengan kejayaan! Ya Allah aku mohon kejayaan dalam apa jua kerja yang baik..namun rezeki itu datang daripadamu..maka aku berserah dan pasrah apa jua keputusannya...syukur Ya Allah walaupun ia hanya satu pengalaman~